Graduation/Prom night and my entire secondary school life ✿
By Gillian Yoong ♥ - Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Hi guys, this will be a pretty lengthy post because I'll be writing about my entire secondary 1 to secondary 4 life here to be kept as reminiscence, including my graduation night and individual letters to people whom I've taken a photo with. :-)
Secondary 1: Well, to sum up my entire secondary 1 life, it was all about being lonely, ostracised and hated. Yes guys, I was disliked by many people because I was seen as a "step one ahlian" kind of person HAHAH! Indeed, I acted like one. E.g. Fringe down, folded skirt and ankle socks?
P.s. So yeah to any girls/guys around my age at that point in time, I strongly encourage you to not act like me in the past please hahah! Look at how I was in the past man, totally a joke, so embarrassing and childish omg! You won't wanna follow my footsteps yo! DEFINITELY NOT COOL PLS AH.
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| This was me when I was sec 1 HAHAH! DON'T LAUGH PLEASE I KNOW I LOOK LIKE SOME GAY FAG! |
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| GOT POTENTIAL TO BE AHLIAN OR NOT?! I THINK GOT SIA HAHAHAH WAHPIANG TYPICAL SMALL AHLIAN FEEL HAHAHAH! Tuck out the shirt like dk what omg gillian is that you or were you possessed man?! Wo de tian (OMG) |
Initially, I was well-liked by my classmates. I was even voted to become the class chairperson. (DON'T MAKE FUN PLS I KNOW YOU CANNOT BELIEVE IT, I ALSO, LIKE WHAT THE HECK GILLIAN CHAIRPERSON YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME HAHAHAH YAH IKR but don't liddat la must give me chance hahah! :p)
I still remember our first camp which was at the zoo. (I swore to never step into the zoo again after the camp) Slept in tents shared with 5 people which were flooded with water because of the rain and we had no shelter?! I still remember laughing at how my friends slept and all the stupid things we did hahah!
A lot of girls in my class disliked me and spread rumours about me because of this one senior that liked me which a girl in our class likes lol. My friends left me out and I became all alone. I hated the word "group" in my class so much. Whenever I hear this word, I'll be like "wah shit" and I'll ask to go to the restroom to skip that period, all because I haven't had any group I could go to. Anyone knows how much this feeling sucks? The worst thing is, when I come back from the toilet, my teacher will be like, "go and find a group" and I'll be like standing there pathetically looking at her before she assigns me to a group. E.g. There was this one time I was assigned to this very group where everyone disliked me, we had to play this game where everyone simply join hands across one another and try to twist here and there to untangle that knot we created with our hands. I was somehow pushed out of the group and the teacher told me to go back to the group. I went back and got pushed out again somehow lol. So i'm like okay that's it.
I was left all alone, had no one to go to and thus, wrote diaries to keep me company, I still have them with me and whenever I read them, I'll be like "wah gillian what have you been doing in life?! Why your English so cui, why you so pathetic forever saying you left out, and why you forever scolding people one." HAHAHAH!
However, the most indelible moment in sec 1 which I'll never ever forget, was the part where my form teacher had actually asked the class whether they wanted to change the vice chairperson and chairperson right in front of me and chester (vice chairperson). The most hurtful thing was when you see people raising up their hands. Can you imagine that scenario? Can you actually feel how hurtful it felt when you see your classmates raising their hands, voting to change you? The best thing is Chester and I had to even vote to choose our chairperson and vice chairperson LOL!
I was on the verge of breaking down into tears but I held on till the bell rang, and I ran down to the 1st floor changing room toilet and cried there. Apparently, the 1st floor changing toilet room has always been one of my most frequent place because that was where I always hid and cried hahah!
However, I was fortunate enough to have friends like Evan and Paolo who stood by me despite all the bad things going round about me. I also had friends from other classes and the one I'll never forget is Melissa. :-)
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| Melissa and I during sec 1. HAHAHAH OUR FACE SO JIAO I CANT EVEN !#%#!$!~ |
Thank you for being my friend and thank you for standing by me when I was at my wit's end. I will never ever forget you guys because you guys were that glimmer of hope I had. Really, thank you so much.
Secondary 1 was one phase in life I hated most, but I'm thankful for what I've gone through as it has built me up into a stronger person. :-)
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| MOST LEGIT SEC 1 PHOTO OF ME GUYS HAHAHAHAHAH! Face still very jiao I know. Was on the way to my choir performance at the Singapore flyer! (What's with that stupid "peace!" word at the bottom right of my photo... omg I should kill myself) |
Secondary 2: Secondary 2 was similar to Secondary 1 too. It wasn't very bad but still as bad as Sec 1 HAHAH! I reconciled with my friends but still, there were plenty of hypocritical dramas going on as usual like how I treated this girl as my really good friend but sadly, she disliked me, talked behind my back but still pretended to like me.
So yup, to start off with sec 2, we went to Malacca for our camp.
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| Ashlyn and I! Hahahah I look gay as usual seriously! |
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| And my friend, Evan just had to take this super "glamourous" shot of me while I was sleeping lor. Thanks lor HAHAHAH! I just had to sleep like that cuz I had a hard time sleeping and I just couldn't sleep till the extend I just aiya whatever, put my legs up and sleep. Like that more shiok so yah HAHAH! Judge me all you want but this is just simply, me. -winkwink |
However during the trip, for some reason my friends left me out again on purpose. No one remembers the reason till now hahah! I still vividly remember it was the last day which was on the 3rd day when I was ostracised again.
I still remember we went to this kampong place to play games. We were separated into 2 groups. My friends including me consisted of 4 people (let's name my 3 friends A, B, C) "A", "C" and I were in one group, and "B" was in another. "A" asked a malay guy quite loudly, "can you change with "B" or not, so she can come here." Then the malay guy said, "then what about gillian?" And I totally heard that LOL. "A" kept quiet and whispered behind me. I was really dejected so I went over to "B" and told her to switch with me cuz "A" wants her there. "B" then sort of shove me off saying "I don't want to go over" Then I'm like, 自作自受 (act myself and suffer the consequence) hahah!
I was then not invited to play the games at all. No one bothered, cared or even noticed, not even the teachers lol. I sat at one corner, looked at the sky, suddenly thought of my late grandmother and almost wanted to cry but of course I held it in. However, my friend Evan just had to suddenly come over, look at me and ask "eh you okay or not?" and then kaboom, I broke into tears. Anyone feel me?! That moment when you were holding your tears so badly and cuz someone cared, someone showed that small little act of care and you just explode.
Hahahah I will never forget that moment. :') Even after being left out, thankfully my guy friends invited me to sit with them and have lunch with them. I got along well with the guys in my class more than the girls ironically. Even though I had a bunch of guy friends, I didn't want to hang out with them cuz I didn't want to be called a flirt hahah (right?! Sec sch little bit also called flirt zzz lame) and thus, I was all alone again.
Additionally, secondary 2 was a phase in life I hated most as well because my friend whom I had always treated as a good friend which was "A", had ruined the relationship between me and the guy whom I had always liked a lot for a pretty long time (about a year?) and the fact that she knew I liked him. Not only that, she told him all the bad things, flaws, imperfections and probably some unreal things about me to him too. Totally destroyed my image portrayed to him so badly. She did tons of stuff to me like pouring green tea on my seat in the parade square, telling me she went steady with the guy I liked (which was fake), telling me lies, talking behind my back, and still pretended to be my friend. I was a pretty foolish and naive person. I always believed her lies and I trusted her.
Many things happened, she got ostracised and subsequently changed into a much better, nice and sweet person. I've forgiven her, not because she had changed but because even though she caused me so much misery, there were still some point in time when she made me smile, laugh and treated me really nice. Even if they were to be fake, at least she made me happy, and for that I forgive her.
We were streamed into different classes when we got into sec 3. Even so, what we've gone through will never be forgotten. I still remember how you slept in the tent during the zoo camp in sec 1 and how I placed both your hands on your boobs while you were sleeping so soundly and took a photo of it HAHAHAH! I also remember how when I only wanted to borrow some of your dramas to watch, you just gave it to me instead. Not 1, not 2, but 3 DVDs. If you happen to read this, just remember that I still treat you as my good friend and thank you for all the memories we shared be it good or bad. :-)
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| Breelyn, Ashlyn and me! Shot taken in the toilet at science centre! Guys look at my tie, guess what? I was a councillor before too HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! CANNOT BELIEVE IT RIGHT I KNOW ! XD But after that I quit la, cuz I felt like a dog to them meh. (P.s. I have no eyebrows did you guys notice?!?!?!? HAHAHAHAH DON'T LAUGH AT MY EYEBROWS HOR) |
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| Legit photo of me guys, at least I don't look like some gay faggot here HAHAH ! With amanda!!!! ^__^ |
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| MY SEC 2 FACE YAYYY GUYS I FOUND ANOTHER LEGIT SEC 2 FACE OF MINE HAHAHAHAHEHEHEHO !!!! XD This was a shot with amanda and it was when we were performing for our music festival! |
This was my performance during the festival. There were tons of mistakes, guys please give chance I was only 14 and I was so nervous man hahahah!
Secondary 3: This was when things took a better change for me probably because all of us in the express stream got streamed into different classes.
Ashlyn became my best friend officially!!!! Well honestly, she was a bitch to me during sec 1 and 2. She hated me too and she was one of those classmates who voted to change me as the chairperson. HAHAH! She's pretty dense even till now hahah! She didn't realise all the hurt she had inflicted onto me only after I allowed her to read one of my diaries. That was when things took a gradual change and she treated me even better than before and it was literally as if she was possessed by an angel, I'm not kidding okay hahah! She wrote me a card guys, SHE WROTE ME A CARD WHICH IS 1/99999999 PROBABILITY SHE'D EVER WRITE SOMEONE A CARD HAHAH! She told me she felt really guilty after she read my diary.
Breelyn was one of my best friends in school too along with Ashlyn. Breelyn and I had a very complicated friendship. We can be friends and not friends one moment and another hahah! But when we began sec 3, such things stopped happening already probably because we've learnt to stop being so childish.
Even though sec 3 was a turning point in life for me, there was still a moment in sec 3 when I felt really sad too and it was during Pahang trip. Pahang trip was the best to me out of all the other camps I've been to, simply because I wasn't left out and I enjoyed myself to the fullest,
I had this clique which started in sec 2 called, "12JBAGS". It consisted of 7 people in the clique. 12 = R, which meant Randall. 2J = Jarran and Junjie. B was Breelyn, A was Ashlyn, G was for me and S for Skye.
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| We even made a clique tee. Hahahah!!! |
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| The back of the shirt! |
We hanged out together almost everyday after school, going to nearby malls like Westmall or Lot 1 to have our lunch. I also remember during our end of year holidays, we went to Sentosa to play too! Such reminiscence guys. :')
Unfortunately, during Pahang trip, this clique was somehow disbanded simply because one of them left the clique and I believe that it was because all of us became separated after we were streamed into different classes and found new friends.
I still remember that moment during Pahang trip when one of our clique members said to this member that left, "eh you still in our clique or not?" That member either shrug his/her shoulders or ignored my friend and that's when my friend said, "just fuck off from our clique". That was when I knew this clique was over. A whole lot of memories flushed through my mind in that instant, and I realised that what we've been through together was gone, it'll never come back anymore, and that was when I started to break down and cry.
I sound like a crybaby guys hahahah but it just feels so hurtful to me. I wonder if anyone knows how this exactly feels. It's like we're not gonna eat together, play together, have fun together and go out together anymore. That member became strangers with us and we stopped talking. To know that something or someone is not gonna come back anymore and all you're left with are merely memories. And all I'm actually left with affiliated to this clique is our clique tee. All the moments we once shared, those joy, laughter, fun times, all just gone.
It was hard for me to accept, but I still accepted it reluctantly anyway. I just want to thank each and every one of you guys for being part of this clique, for allowing me to be part of this clique, and most of all, made me happy most of the time. It was honestly fun hanging out with you guys, eating together at koufu/KFC/burger king after school almost everyday like as if it's our standard routine hahah! I love all of you. :-)
This song below is for you guys. Thank you, I love you and goodbye.
Secondary 4: This was my last year in secondary school and it was the best year of my life. Although we were all taking our O levels which was so hectic and stressful, it was still my favourite year of all. It was all because I found my all-time favourite and best clique ever and I was neither left out nor had a moment of loneliness at all in school.
Not only that, I never had any feud with anyone anymore, never hated/disliked anyone in school, (except the teachers DUH HAHAH!) got along well with everybody and felt the happiest when I was in school!!! ^__^ Life was simply amazing and smooth for me.
The clique which I had found has no name but it consists of 6 people. Ashlyn, Jamie, Stacey, Boonyong, Rachel and I.
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| Whole clique outing to celebrate Ashlyn's birthday! Left to right: Boonyong, Jamie, Me, Stacey, Ashlyn and Rachel ! |
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| Shot we took during National day celebration and some cut-out shots of boonyong and Jamie by me HEEHEHEHEH! XD |
This clique has been by far the best clique ever to me. We shared our biggest secrets with one another, are super open and we often or probably 24/7 act like retards. We only got close together this year sadly. Can't remember how we got so close but I'm so glad we did! Even though we'll be going our separate ways very soon, I'm pretty sure our friendship will last forever. Let's catch up more often alright stupid people! I just want to tell you guys that.... I don't love you. K
Lastly, to my class 4-6,
You guys are the best class ever to me. Other people may say or think that other classes are more bonded or better than our class or whatsoever, but do know that this class will always be the best and the most bonded class ever to me. We may have been segregated according to our race, but at the end of the day, we're still one, and we're still a one big family! :-)
I still remember this one day when a whole lot of you helped and supported me back when our co-form teacher was being ridiculous. It was when she arranged a timetable for us to do our individual duties. It was on a Wednesday morning, my duty was on Tuesday and she told me to do my duty by sweeping the floor, because the mess was so called created yesterday, so I had to sweep the floor. RETARDED RIGHT?!
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| Like what the heck?! It's a Wednesday, and you want me to do my duty which was supposed to be on Tuesday??? Then you create the timetable for what bruh? |
Then I was like, "no. Today is a Wednesday so ask the person on duty to do it instead." LOL! Then she kept arguing with me about her dumbass logic thing what the mess was created on Tuesday so I should clear it. -____- Then I argued back with her and my classmates were like shouting, "YAHLOR!" and "Cher don't lame lah" HAHAHAH I will never ever forget that! She lost in the end! :p
So yeah, I felt really really touched by this small little gesture guys. :')
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| So I was sleeping in class, like really sleeping and my classmates just had to stack so many bags on my head to disturb me. To be honest, I didn't realise it at all HAHAHAH! Retarded people! |
Officially last day of school before O levels.
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| Husband and wife constant bickering |
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| Despite all, I still love my wife. (Rachel if you see this, the title very familiar right?! ;D You know I know >;D) |
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| What on earth |
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| Our Latin dance |
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| Our Egyptian dance |
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| Some Egyptian move which I can't comprehend |
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| Group of imbeciles |
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| Muscular and mental disorder |
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| B.A.G ! :-) |
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| Intense Latin dance |
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| Our dance |
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| Our Egyptian move LOL |
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| My class, 4-6!!! Most awesome class award!!!!! ^__^ |
No words can describe how much I love this class so much, Thanks a bunch for making my Sec 4 life such a memorable and enjoyable one. We're all gonna be separated very soon and I wish all of you the best of luck in your future! :-) Love you all so much! THANK YOU! ^__~
Graduation night/ Prom
14 November 2014 was our prom night! Our prom was held in the school hall! :-) Most of you might be laughing away or scoffing at how ridiculous our venue is, but trust me, having our graduation night in school is better than having it in a 5-star hotel or whatsoever high-class kinda place. Simply because this is where our memories were created. :-)
We had food from 5-star hotels though, and our principal was really generous enough to invite a host and a DJ for our prom! Our hall was also decorated so beautifully and elegantly! :-)
Starting off firstly, what I wore for prom!
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| It's a 3-way dress guys heheh! Whole body dressed in black because the theme was "A Glamourous black affair" LOL RETARDED THEME PLEASE?!?!? |
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| Pretty stage and my principal speaking! |
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| Balloons in every table ! |
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| The stage so pretty then Jamie just had to ruin my beautiful photo. HAHAHAH JIAST KEEDING LOVE LOVE XOXO <3 |
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| Buffet dinner!!!! |
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| Was initially queuing up here then we realise the food here was for vegetarians LOL! |
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| Right food, right queue! |
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| Long queue for food ): |
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| In the toilet with Jody!!! |
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| My food! It was really good!!! |
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| Videos and speeches by our teachers LOL |
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| Our hall was really made like a high-class restaurant!!! |
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| Chiobu stacey |
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| So many peopleeeee !!! |
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| Jamie, this shows one thing. My camera doesn't like you that's why it's not focusing on you. |
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| MEEEEEE HAHAHAHAH |
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| Valente's face tho |
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| Unglam candid |
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| So ugly but just post HAHAH |
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| What I was doing throughout when I was sitting down hahahah! |
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| Covering myself hahah! This shows one thing. No it's not my camera don't like me, it's Jamie's camera skills like shit. HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! #Bestexcuse #verygood #bullshit #maximum HAHAH! |
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| All only know how cover face |
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| Cover face somemore |
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| ONLY PESON WHO DIDN'T COVER HER FACE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO STACEY BAGUILAT!!!!!! |
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| Rachel and I! Shot taken with Rachel's camera! |
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| Awkward pose hahahah! Shot with my all-time favourite partner ALI IMRAN BIN SALIM!!!!! |
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| With Amos!!! And some stupid people photobombing my photos behind! |
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| Vanessa tan!!! SHE SUPER TALL I CANNOT TAKE IT SIA NAOHIA SOME MORE I WEARING 14CM HEELS WTFAK |
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| My co-form teacher LOL! Yes, I admit that I hated her to the freaking hell max initially. She'd often catch my socks, earrings, skirt, just literally everything I swear. Super mega annoying like hell, and everyone hated her. Although there were times when she treated me super nice, and I can't help but to feel guilty and try to be nicer to her, the things she does is just super unbearable that it overcame all her nice gestures I swear hahah! Some things she did for me was: she bought me hot milo before when I was having a very bad menstrual cramp. She also gave me a pack of food for me the next day after she knew I don't eat my breakfast when I come to school. So yeah...... Hahahah thank you okay I appreciate it Mrs Lim! :-) |
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| Shot with Sirhaan, our mixed with Russian blood classmate! Good luck for your O levels dude, see you around!!! :-) |
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| With Rachel and boonyong just had to ruin it pfft! |
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| A proper shot! |
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| Shot with jamie where 2 of us are bending down idk why hahahah! |
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| Oh gosh I look so ugly and fat but whatever! Shot with Ashlyn! |
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| Breelyn! (: |
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| Another shot! (: I miss you Bree. |
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| Featuring Jamie's shitty camera skills |
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| Featuring Jamie's shitty camera skills x2 |
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| Featuring Jamie's shitty camera skills x3 |
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| Featuring Jamie's shitty camera skills x4 |
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| Featuring Jamie's shitty camera skills x5 |
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| Gave up, handed my camera to jody and just one snap, PERFECT SHOT !!!!!! With stacey btw heheheh! |
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| Jody!!! <3 |
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| Another shot with Jody! (: |
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| Hi Evan!!! It has been such a great joy knowing you! You were one of my good friends during sec 1 and I wouldn't forget how you stood by me when I was being ostracised. Thank you for always making me laugh intentionally to see me spill water out from my mouth, the sharing of our racist jokes, and most of all, being there for me. You've grown so tall now with your signature beard and eyebrows hahah! Even though we sort of stopped being friends for quite a while, I'm so glad we managed to break the ice and patch things up once again! Anyway, you look great in your suit boy boy! Congratulations to you and Yani for being the Prom king and queen WOOOO!!!!! |
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Hi Jarran gay yizhi! HAHAHAH! I just wanna say thank you to you, for everything! We've been classmates since sec 1 already. Firstly, sorry for treating you really badly when we were in sec 1 and sec 2. I admit that I disliked you because you gave off that very annoying aura to me HAHAH! But despite that, you constantly gave me presents on my birthday without fail even though I didn't give you any proper ones. Your presents forever standard one, all soft toys hahahah!!! But you have good taste, they are all cute heheh! ^__^ Do you want to know why I started to treat you nicer and better? I think you don't know hahah! It was during Pahang trip, I was crying because our member left our clique, and you came over to me and sayang me. I won't forget that. We were standing outside your dorm or something hahah! That was when I felt really bad like you were treating me so kindly and I always took your kindness towards me for granted. After that, I then started to treat you nicer already hahahah! Kinda stupid but yeah that was the reason hahah! :p Even till now you're annoying as hell but you're still one of my best guy friends and I'll never forget you! ^__^ You hor, better get into a good course okay! We'll be separated for sure, but let's meet up at times alright?! Time flies so fast, still remember you were so friggin short, shorter than me and now you're taller than me zzz irritating only wahlao! LOOK AT HOW YOU WERE IN THE PAST HAHAHAHAH! (He's the one at the most right) We've all grown up now and you've grown to become more annoying and better looking of course! Hahahahah! Even though we'll be separated, I will still anticipate for my birthday present next year okay! :p |
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| Hi once again Ali! I just wanna let you know that you're my most favourite partner all-time! I think we're really fated to be partners I swear. Forever sitting or pairing up with you one idk why! Mr Ho rearranged our seating arrangement and I sat with you. I started to change seats and then once again, during POA I was made to seat with you AGAIN! And now this time, you were my partner for prom too hahahah! Sitting with you was most of the time, a torture cuz you'd be singing and singing and singing and you can never shut up LOL! I've never seen you sad or angry before, you're such a cheerful person and you never fail to instill your cheerfulness to me. Thank you Ali for being such a great partner, an awesome friend and lastly, for making my prom night so memorable. You were super handsome that day, keep up the good work and always stay happy okay!!!!!!!! Sometimes I just wonder why are you so friggin smart, always top in the level academically despite being such a nuisance and looking like a delinquent HAHAHAH! But then, sitting with you made me realise how smart you actually are because you seem to pick things up so much faster than anyone. Anyway, good luck in your interior design course okay! :-) |
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| Hi Amos! Thank you for being my godbrother! You're like my first and only godbrother hahah! Thank you for always being my listening ear and treating me soooooo nice!!!! Thanks a lot for always guailan-ing me also and disiao-ing me hahahahah! You're the best bro I ever had and we must always keep in touch okay!!! Good luck in everything you do and I hope you can get into a good course next year!!!! Oh yes one more thing, hope you grow taller HEHEH! XD |
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| Hello shawn!!! First things first, where your eyes go to sia?!?!? HAHAHAHAH!!! Okay la firstly, even though we knew each other in a way for almost 4 years already, we didn't talk in real life before but I'm glad we did during prom hahahah! I still remember the first time I know you was when we were in choir having our own practice!!! I remember Miss Lee was asking the guys to sing individually at the hall while she played a note, and you just kept singing so high I cant even HAHAH! I only knew I kept laughing at you, and that's how I know you! XD Anyway, good luck in your future and I hope you'd be able to do well for N levels since you're pretty smart!!! God bless you shawn! :-) |
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| This one no need say. Forever typing out long letters for you one lor hahahah! I think you're gonna be my only friend whom I'm not gonna be separated after we graduate since we're both gonna be in the same school next year weee ! (If I do well for O levels lah hahah :p) |
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| HI STACEY BAGUILAT COBRADOR!!!!!!!!!!! YOYOYO AVRIL LAVIGNE + NICKI MINAJ !!! Hahahahahah omg guys i swear stacey looked friggin gorgeous during prom!!!! FIRST TIME SHE SO FEMININE GUYS FIRST TIME. SHE WORE A DRESS TOO GUYS!!!!!!!! XDXDXD Can you imagine?! Having a girl friend who's all tom-boyish and violent, and you just can't expect her to look and wear so feminine!!!!??? HAHAHAH stacey so pretty *.* !!! Anyway, I just wanna say thanks for coming into my life and thanks for being such an awesome friend to me, coming to my aid when I needed someone there for me. Although you seem like a cold-blooded, mean and malicious person, in reality you're a super nice and caring person. I still remember you bought me Hershey cookies and cream because I was sad the previous day. From then on, I freaking hell liked you a lot you know??!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAH! Love you stacey!!!! <3 |
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| Hi Jamie low huihui !!!!! <3 I just wanna let you know that I hate you and I still hate you. HAHAHAH JUST KIDDING, I still hate you but thank you for colouring up my life SO MUCH!!!!!!!! You know, I've said it a million times and I still wanna say. Can I buy you home so if one day I'm sad, I can ask you to cheer me up?????? HAHAHAH! Seriously, you're the best person I can find to cheer me up. You're like born into this world to make people laugh I swear. Whatever you do is just so funny and annoying like bitch pls HAHAH! You were super mega gorgeous during prom I swear. You look like some hair stylist lady boss or some Mafia boss's wife hahah! You know, thanks a lot for always making me laugh. You're one of my few best friends and yeah, you're awesome. I love you jamie heheh! ^__^ One more thing, thank you for nominating me as one of the prom queen contestant like even though I was like "f**k youuuu~~~" I was like dumbfounded when you guys suddenly shouted my name. But even so, this left a very memorable memory to me and to me, this was by far the happiest moment in my entire sec school life. So yeah, thank you for the nomination even though I don't think I deserve it. ^__^ You're awesome and pretty btw. |
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| Hi may! We've gone through sooooo many things before! I remember we were once enemies when we were like sec 1 or 2??? I can't really remember, and I also can't remember why we were such great enemies HAHAHAH!!! I guess the reason was pretty stupid but I'm so glad we managed to ease the tensions we had between us! Oh yes btw, I just wanna let you know that you were an awesome and the best soprano section leader, never doubt yourself for that alright?! You're such a sweet, kind-hearted and nice girl. Good luck in everything may! I love you and God bless !!!! <3 :-) |
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| Hi stupid old woman. Hahahah kidding, hi melissa lim yong qi!!!!! You always look very old but despite looking old, you look really pretty at the same time yoz! DON'T GOOSE BUMP PLS, I KNOW YOU CAN'T IMAGINE ME PRAISING YOU HAHAH SHUT UP LAH YOU BETTER FEEL HONOURED K. I just wanna thank you for being my best friend during sec 1 and sec 2. You were like my only friend whom I could go to when I was left all alone. Even though there were at times when you behaved like a bitch, I just wanna let you know that you're still a very nice, sweet, considerate and kind person. 2 things I love most about you is: 1) You always never fail to buy birthday presents for your friends and you're always thinking for others. 2) You hate it when you see your friends being left out, and you'll always go to their aid or stay by them so they won't feel lonely. :-) Continue to do that okay, really love that about you a lot. And hor, stop gossiping so much about others lah wahlao like auntie leh you buey tahan! Hahahah! Hope you'd be able to do well for O levels and stay beautiful melissa! Love you!!! ^__^ <3 |
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| Hi baboon! I just wanna tell you that you're really very retarded, annoying, imbecile, nincompoop, dunce, funny and pretty lah hahahah!!! (Although you have a flat nose HAHAHAHAH!!!) Okay lah don't disturb you and your nose. :p Thank God for placing you into my life and I just wanna let you know that you're a great girl, continue to spread the gospel and continue to be a strong girl. You're by far one of the strongest girl I've ever seen! Another thing, stop getting hurt by the same person. Learn to move on. God has an even better plan installed for you, you just have to keep holding on, persevere, have faith and trust in him! I shared this verse with my cell group and I think it's suitable for you! Matthew 21:22 "And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith." So I just want to let you know that even if you've prayed and things just never go the way you wanted, the way you prayed, it's fine because God surely has something greater installed for you in his plan! You just gotta keep waiting! He is never too late, never too early, he is always on time! ^__^ So just keep waiting and believing alright!!! Stop dwelling and learn to let go of what's stopping you from moving on. Learn to love yourself, before you learn how to love God and others. Here's a song for you, listen to the lyrics carefully and make your decision wisely okay? I love you ten boonyong! God bless you! :-) |
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| Hello huihong! ^__^ I look so ugly here omg but sadly it's the only photo I have with you hahah! You know I just wanna tell you one thing, you've the most potential to be the prom queen I swear! Hahahah I was honestly mesmerised by you during prom, you were so beautiful!!! (Not por-ing you, still straight don't worry hahah!) Despite us being classmates for 2 years, we hadn't really got to know each other at all and I haven't really had a proper conversation with you hahah! But anyway, I just wanna let you know that you're really pretty, smart and I definitely know that you're a very very nice person! All the best in your future alright, and God bless you!!! ^__^ <3 |
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| Amanda, Ashlyn and I! This shot isn't complete because breelyn isn't inside. We were once a clique before and I'll never forget you guys! Thank you for all the memories we've shared together! 1E4 and 2E4 !!! ^__^ |
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| Hello jody! You and I aren't very close but I just want to let you know that you're a very cute and sweet girl! You've to open yourself up to people and don't always divert all your attention to your phone okay!!!! Hahahah! And I really hope you'd be able to find a really dependable and suitable guy! All the best in everything you do and enjoy your restaurant course in RP okay!!!! Love you heheheh ! ^__^ |
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| Hello amanda!!! You and I, we share a lot of deep memories together. You're a very very hilarious and cute person! You know honestly, I hated you so much before and you're like the most hated person to me, but I believe you hated me too HAHAH! But it's alright now, let bygones be bygones! We were all young before, don't you think? Young, immature and reckless hahah! Continue to shine for God and I hope that you'd do well for O levels and get into your desired course! Thank you for all the happy memories we once shared during Sec 1 and Sec 2! :-) |
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| Hi rachel tan yi jing! You have such a pretty chinese name but sadly, you're in CLB like SERIOUSLY HAHAHAHAH!!!! You were so pretty during prom btw!!! Just wanna say thanks for being part of this clique, thanks for being my friend and thanks for all the memories we've shared together! Your secret is still kept safely with me don't worry! :p We'd be separating soon too but I know we'll always catch up heheh! All the best for your results, I know you can do it because you've worked very hard I know! :-) Oh yes lastly, find yourself a good guy alright and yeah, i love you fag! :D <3 |
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| Wah see your face in the photo, confirm a lot of people think, "wah this girl look so guai, so innocent, so quiet, like introvert, wah guaikia sia" HAHAHAHAHAH! Fake one lor pls, you so guailan and bad to me!!!! TT^TT I still remember the first time I met you in class 1E4 where you were like such a timid little girl HAHAH! But hor, know you long enough, wahpiang keep annoy and kaopei me like no tomorrow!!! Don't like you sia PFFT! HAHAH ANYWAY, thank you jasmine pokka green tea for being my friend for 4 years yo! Funny how we've known each other for such a long time and we only fought like once?!?!?! HAHAHAH! You know, I've always wanted to thank you for being such a caring and nice friend to me. You were indeed one of my good friends in school! Whenever I tweeted something sad on twitter, you'd never cease to drop me a message, showing me you care and lending me a listening ear. Really love and appreciate you and your little gestures a lot. THANK YOU JASMINE CHIA JIA MIN! ^__^ I really hope and pray you'd be able to get into your psychology course!!!! You can do it one lah you smartie! I will never forget our most memorable date, which was meeting Anthony Neely even though he has a daughter already :'( HAHAH! We should catch up and hangout even after we've separated okay! Love you lah retarded! 甜蜜蜜，你笑得甜蜜蜜 !!!! 好一朵美丽的茉莉花 !!!!! XDXDXD |
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| Last but not least, my performance with Ali on stage when we got nominated (sabotaged) to be one of the prom king and prom queen contestant! We managed to attain the 2nd position for Prom King and Prom queen unexpectedly hahahah! That particular moment would forever be imprinted in my heart and mind, because it was the best memory I'd ever had throughout my entire secondary school life. |
You know, I totally don't feel good about being nominated or even winning 2nd for the Prom Queen title at all. There were so many other potential contestants that should have taken my place instead and I really don't think I deserve it at all. I don't even know why was my name even called like guys what were you all trying to do. I felt really sad, even till now to be honest. My friends had initially wanted to call another person but ended up shouting my name so loudly which had me by surprise because I wasn't paying attention as I was using my phone hahah!
But honestly speaking, I won't lie but it felt good to be nominated. However, I really feel that such titles should be given to all of us simply because EVERYONE present was so gorgeous, alluring and pulchritudinous and I'm not even kidding. The guys were all so handsome (for once) and the girls were all simply beautiful.
However, I had a friend whom I call my best friend, did not vote for me at all, but voted for another couple instead and even commented on their photo. You know guys, it's totally not about winning at all to me. I didn't even bother to give a shit about it. I came to prom with the objective of eating, taking photos and making my graduation day a memorable one. But thing is, my so called "best friend" didn't bother to support me at all. To me, it's not about the winning, but the supporting of your own friends. It felt really kinda hurtful to me if you can comprehend what i'm trying to say.
Like even if my friend were to be nominated but I don't feel like she deserves it, I'd still support her all the way for the reason because she's my friend. I don't know about you guys, but after that I felt really demoralised and felt that I didn't have the potential to even be nominated.
It's pretty saddening to have someone you call your best friend, to not support you and instead support others when she could have supported both. Till now, I still feel like I shouldn't have went up, I should have said that I had diarrhea or smth and escaped that hahahah!
Just sharing my thoughts with you guys! Really hope someone understands. You know what, I just hate competitions based on votes. It's pretty stupid because there would definitely be people who objects to other people winning.
But at the end of the day, I enjoyed myself on stage with my partner fully. It was so fun. ^__^ Even though I feel like I shouldn't have been nominated, I still wanna thank those people who nominated me. Because of them, I was able to enjoy my prom night so much and make this day one of the most memorable day ever in my life. Thank you so much guys for making my objective a successful one. :')
Here's a video of the entire stage performance my partner and I had to do hahah! ^__^
This post is by far the most memorable post to me. Super lengthy but I think it's worth it. Years from now, I'd be able to look through it and tell myself, "wow my secondary school life has been one of the best part in my life I swear, and I'll never forget this phase in life which I've been through for 4 years because it'll forever be embedded in my mind." :-)
Last song which is specially for my school mates! The main part of this song is in the chorus. :-) (A really old song, older than all of us but it's really nice and meaningful, so enjoy! ^__^ )
Love you all and goodbye guys! It has been a wonderful journey with all of you. :')
