I went to Batam with my nanny's family! I do not know how to explain our relationship but in short, my nanny took care of me ever since I was only a month old because my parents had to work. So yup, they have watched me grown from an infant all the way till the 20-year-old me that I am now! Basically, they are my family to me too. 

So yes, we went to Turi Beach Resort! 

Very beautiful place, not very big actually and there were a few places that were still under construction sadly. All in all, it is an ideal place to relax and enjoy by yourself or with your loved one(s). I haven't felt such tranquility and peace for a while now, and even though my time there was rather brief, I honestly felt genuinely contented and happy. 

By the way, all my photos were taken with my Iphone 8 camera!!! HEHE

 

Batam was awesome while it lasted. Thank you for the enjoyable, albeit fleeting getaway.
I was really happy. 

もしもあの日
あなたに出会っていなければ

こんなに苦しくて
こんなに悲しくて
こんなに涙があふれるような
想いはしなかったと思う

けれど
あなたに出会っていなければ

こんなに嬉しいくて
こんなに優しいくて
こんなに愛しいくて
こんなに温かいくて
こんなに幸せな気持ちを
知ることもできなかった...

元気ですか？
私は今でも空に恋をしています。

Yoooo it's been a while now! To start off, my 20th birthday was a rather indelible one even though I detest the fact that my birthday is at the start of the year, 2nd January. However, my birthday this year in a way kick-started the year well and in short, my heart is full and I feel blessed with abundance.

I wouldn't wanna be too draggy with my introduction, so let the photos do the talking, shall we!

 They are extremely efficient in their delivery process. I had them deliver this bouquet to my chalet and because I wasn't there yet, they called me on my phone and asked if it was possible to leave the flowers at the reception for me to collect when I reached. They were punctual, efficient and their service is excellent.

Do take a look at their website: www.floralgaragesg.com 

Next up, photos with all my love ones!!!! <3
I don't want to type so much already I very lazy HAHAHA! See photos sufficient la every photo has their own story right?! HEHE!
♥ Qiqi ♥

♥Valerie, Natasha & Carmen ♥
My Star Vista colleagues/lengluis XD

FIGHT 1

Limin vs Gillian 1:0

FIGHT 2

Limin vs Gillian 1:1

HAHAHAHAHA LIMIN YOUR FACE LAST WARNING

APE NI SIA HAHAHAHAHAHA

Is that a dab Limin

What's with all the middle fingers excuse me :)

Guys if you realised, Banlee only has 1 pose. The twist only. The face also the same.

Ape sia zavier and jeff?!?!!

Love you my meimei! <3

Sorry Zhen yu don't angry me plsplspls HAHAHAHAH I feel so bad sia I always bastard him and yet he turned up and got me a present too T.T

Pls forgive me korkor plspls HAHA

SORLI SORLI DUN ANGRY KORKOR SORLIZZZZ

I think I stepped on Zhenyu's foot HAHA ya idk why I always unintentionally do stupid things to him one omg so sorry T.T He is sick of my shit HAHAH but I still love you okie!!!! <3 <3 <3

You see she wanna kiss me in this photo but actually in her heart she wants to bite off my head one cuz she always very mean to me. ): But thank you for coming nonetheless hehe I know you love me!!! XD

Okie yes my driving license is my own birthday gift to myself okie can or not it came in the mail just a day before my birthday and I swear it has got to be the best birthday gift ever HAHA! I spent literally all my internship savings just to pay for my driving license and it was quite a tough time for me every month even after intern as I have to always spend a sum of my part time work's savings on my lessons. Every month eat grass sia haha wa swee finally no need eat grass already. I spent $2.2k in total hahahaha ya life is hard but really quite thankful I managed to pass my tests on my 1st try, be it BTT, FTT or TP test, praise the lord really. It is a really huge achievement to me because I've always never had confidence in myself and some more book TP test costs $240++ sia heart pain one you know. If fail means another $240++ and additional driving lessons sia cannot fail la I so poor already please haha! On the day of my TP test I kept laughing and smiling cuz I was really nervous and yah I cannot be serious in serious situations, I tend to laugh one hahaha then my TP tester also ask me why I keep laughing fml. :')

Earrings from my jiejie!!! Thank you jiejie!!!!! <3

Thank you Vivian for this LightBox like she bought this for me so I can like put my name and decor my room with this or use this during my next birthday party or something actually idk but HAHA SUPER NICE, THANK YOU VIVI!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

Socks from my dear Fanlei what even HAHA but thank you for your super cute socks that resembles you!!! :')

This is by far the most expensive gift I've ever received in my 20 years of life. An iPhone 8, 256GB. Like in all honesty, I am a very prudent and thrifty person and I hardly spend anything on myself (food is an exception hehe) and I always think twice before I buy something because I know how hard it is for me to earn sufficiently. I hate it when people spend so much on me because I have no idea how can I reciprocate. My iPhone 6s got stolen early last year and I am currently using a borrowed iPhone 6 from a friend's cousin. It's not in very good condition, quite lag actually but I am extremely contented with what I have already because it's still usable and it serves me purposefully. However, I was blessed with an iPhone 8, 256GB some more by a friend. I don't even know how to feel, thankful yes. Should I be happy or sad because it's so bloody expensive, I can't even afford such luxury. Like if someone were to buy me an iPhone case I would be so thankful, I would appreciate it so much already, this gift is on another level and I'm only 20. I really don't need such material things... Could have used the $$ to do so many more things... Nonetheless, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. A really thoughtful gift and I appreciate it so much. ^__^

Another should be an expensive gift, a Charles & Keith bag. Thank you Zhenyu and Munwei.... T^T You guys didn't even confirm if you could turn up and yet you guys still turned up with a present for me.... Thank you so much!!!!!!! <3

Guess perfume from Weikang, thank you! :)

This crystal globe from Ashvinder, my super silly friend/maid. I know precious moment's merchandises are not even cheap at all, and she got this crystal globe for me, I know how freaking expensive this costs. I have no god damn idea how much you spent on my birthday but I swear to God it is so unnecessary!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!! You are not even rich (i know your dad is but you're not) hahaha you damn retarded I swear I have no idea what I did for you to go to this extent for me. I'm so thankful for you. I'm so thankful I met you in Choir and I miss the times we were such trolls in school HAHA! I love you so much Ashvinder kaur khaira. Thank you for cherishing me as a friend. :)

The balloons from Jasmine and Ashvinder and it was like this the next morning. I really wanted to bring them home cuz they are gifts from my friends and they brought it here so painstakingly but I know I can't possibly squeeze all these balloons at home cuz my mother would kick me out of the house fml.

Thanks for everything on the table guys and also the balloons.

My friend made arrangements with the hotel reception to get this done for me secretly too.... Thank you... T^T First time sia.... Sibei touched.

Every year without fail you promised me you'd bake me a cake because I once tweeted randomly in 2014 "Isn't it sweet to have someone bake you a cake for your birthday? I think it's the best gift.". This year it's something different, it's Nutella blossoms. This is the 4th cake you have done for me. Thank you. :)

Idk which idiot at home (i mean not my parents, either one of my cb bros) go eat my "B'day" and "Gillian" that's why only left with the "Happy" in the photo. Damn annoying sia no joke not funny so many totoros and hello kitties can eat niania wanna eat my B'day and Gillian. -____-'''

To end this post, I just want to say Thank you so much, everyone. To the ones that were and were not here. You guys know how thankful and blessed I am to have you guys as friends in this life. Thank you for always being by my side. Thank you for loving such a dysfunctional person like me haha! Thank you for every single little thing you guys have done for me. I appreciate it so much, you guys know that. I will never take for granted what I have, and I will always be reminded to count my blessings. :) You guys are my blessings. I love you all so much, thank you once again for making my birthday a memorable one. Lastly, I wish for everyone to be healthy and happy always. 

Thank you for reading! Have a great day ahead x